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So Dad calls me about 10 or so, at work.
And he's clearly upset and I'm thinking someone's been hurt.
Oh no, he's just depressed about moving in over there and having second thoughts. And wants me to hold off moving this weekend.
And the bastard is expecting me to sympathize with him feeling overwhelmed? My whole life spent in the shadows of everyone in this family and all thier goddamn drama and he wants sympathy because he feels like he's been off more than he can chew? >:O
He's taking something from me, making me wait again! And he wants sympathy and gets insulting when he hears me getting ticked. Because I can't afford to move anywhere else as long as I stick to the cashiering job and won't advance in the company.
Bastard. I love my Dad, but his whole life he's been doing this, the slightest inconvienance for his ass and suddenly he doesn't care how much of a fucking hypocrite it makes him, everyone else is lazy and selfish and just.
I am so angry right now.
Of course, thanks to his fucking wonderful timing, I got all my crying done at work, didn't I?
When I get home this morning, I am at least taking my computer over there and taking advantage of what might be my only shot at the high-speed connection. >:/
ETA: Came home, moved the computer, discovered I needed an adaptor for the plugs. Went to the bank because there are bills to be paid, went back to work to pick up an adaptor, got back and found it was the wrong one. Went back again, came back, got everything up and running and couldn't sign on. Said every freaking number was busy, for nearly 30 minutes.
So now I'm back home and I signed on, found a letter from Dad apologizing for upsetting me and saying to keep moving in, if worst comes to worst he'll back into the trailor?
I'm not sure I trust that.
But it's 11:30 and I can't deal with anymore, I'm too tired.
And he's clearly upset and I'm thinking someone's been hurt.
Oh no, he's just depressed about moving in over there and having second thoughts. And wants me to hold off moving this weekend.
And the bastard is expecting me to sympathize with him feeling overwhelmed? My whole life spent in the shadows of everyone in this family and all thier goddamn drama and he wants sympathy because he feels like he's been off more than he can chew? >:O
He's taking something from me, making me wait again! And he wants sympathy and gets insulting when he hears me getting ticked. Because I can't afford to move anywhere else as long as I stick to the cashiering job and won't advance in the company.
Bastard. I love my Dad, but his whole life he's been doing this, the slightest inconvienance for his ass and suddenly he doesn't care how much of a fucking hypocrite it makes him, everyone else is lazy and selfish and just.
I am so angry right now.
Of course, thanks to his fucking wonderful timing, I got all my crying done at work, didn't I?
When I get home this morning, I am at least taking my computer over there and taking advantage of what might be my only shot at the high-speed connection. >:/
ETA: Came home, moved the computer, discovered I needed an adaptor for the plugs. Went to the bank because there are bills to be paid, went back to work to pick up an adaptor, got back and found it was the wrong one. Went back again, came back, got everything up and running and couldn't sign on. Said every freaking number was busy, for nearly 30 minutes.
So now I'm back home and I signed on, found a letter from Dad apologizing for upsetting me and saying to keep moving in, if worst comes to worst he'll back into the trailor?
I'm not sure I trust that.
But it's 11:30 and I can't deal with anymore, I'm too tired.