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spoke ([personal profile] spoke) wrote2010-07-14 02:13 am

Warning: Extra Moodiness

So worn out. My sis and her kids are gone, and I don't know. It was nice while they were here, but now I'm back to feeling uncreative and depressed. x.x PMS-ing, too, so that doesn't help.

So I was poking at this thing http://iwl.me/ and got everything from Dan Brown (x.x) to Oscar Wilde, J. K. Rowling, Chuck Palahniuk, and Stephen King and H.P. Lovecraft with things where I was trying to be creepy.

Now I'm just sad because, well, don't I have a style of my own?

Then I look at the art I've got scanned, and the writing that is finished - even some of the ones that aren't - and it's like... I know I do, but I can't pull my act together. It's not consistent. :/

Sometime this weekend I will share some of that art - I just can't run anything else on this computer when I've got Paintshop open. Old computer is oooold.

Two things that I've mostly stopped doing, that I used to do all the time when I was more productive - taking notes, and trying to be lyrical when I'm writing. Because maybe I do get distracted, but if I'm not feeling the beauty in it I seem not to write at all.

So, going to restart FF9 for the second time this year, and this time pay attention. I think my idea at the start of the year, refreshing myself on everything I love, was good but a little too ambitious - maybe I don't want to write a story for everything, but I can do notes. *nods*

If this works, expect more posting from me, along the lines of "Hi this is a thing I love! This is why I love this thing!" *crossing fingers*

[identity profile] luckykitty.livejournal.com 2010-07-14 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I really would not take that writing analyzer seriously. It's for fun. It clearly uses a not-especially-complicated algorithm to determine who you "write like," based on some rules some random person came up with. After all, there is *no way* that everyone I know who writes HP fic writes their HP fic like JK Rowling, and yet everyone I've seen who's put in an HP fic has received that result. And how does a simple change of tense turn my style from Palahnuik to Joyce? It doesn't. So don't let it get you down.