Oct. 8th, 2003

spoke: spider with a pen on a book (formality)
While thinking about the fact that i've been meaning to write everything for what feels like forever, it suddenly hits me: I've let my writing, and any creative stuff, slide.

I know better. I know that if I let my creativity slide, everything else follows suit, and I've told myself this before, yet here I am again feeling depressed because I'm getting nothing done. << And being increasingly almost-late for work. Sunday hit an all-time low; actually hit late 10:10.

Monday was better, a bit. 10:01 << Which is not, according to the bizzare functions of the work time clock, technically late. *rolls eyes*

So, best stab at gathering all Things I Have Meant To Post, as a start at shaking myself out of this:

Yesterday, we had an attempted robbery at work. News at 11! )

And... Random Musings on Yugioh-Possibly spoilery, only enter if you're up to date )

Probably there were more things here, but I can't remember them at the moment.
spoke: spider with a pen on a book (formality)
Woke up this morning. In the morning. When I'm supposed to be asleep.

Because my sister was visiting with her kids, and they were yelling and Ashlin was screaming, as she is still in the 'little tiny baby who can't bear to be parted from Mommy' stage. Couldn't go back to sleep, because I wasn't awake enough to be able to move. O.o Was very upsetting, stuck in the drifting on the edge of dreams state.

Whenever I did fall asleep, I had a recurring dream. One of these that I seem to have had all my life, old, familiar, knowing where i am and what should happen. Never remember enough to make any sense of it when I wake up. Something about trains... and one of the few constants in all the dreams, I've noticed. Almost always trains. Water in some form; rivers, waterfalls, rains, floods. The wheels on things always catching my eyes.

somehow got me thinking about my writing )

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