The family gathering fell through due to car trouble on the other end.
Elizabeth stalled twice while in motion this morning.
And I'm just feeling slightly nauseous and upset. Trying to get myself to calm down, but it just keeps wanting to rise up in a mindless scream or I want to curl up and cry and just. Neither of those things is helpful.
Feeling completely useless and like there's nothing I can do to help myself? Complete bs and also not helpful.
Probably, what I'm going to end up doing is seeing how the car runs tonight, and going from there. (read : if I can put this off until next paycheck I will, and if not it's back to Pepboys and worrying about how much it will cost if I have to leave her with them.)
This weekend, try to make something artsy that is good enough to sell, because I want to believe that I can but putting it off because I'm afraid of failure means never getting anything done - and I really don't want to take a part time job that's just like my full-time job in order to get more money.
Also, watch the SGA Season 1 dvds that I bought
while kicking myself over money I shouldn't spend, but we were going to stop carrying them and I
wanted them, dammit.
And work on writing if there's time/if I feel inclined, but I am craving an art break anyway.
ETA because I am annoyed with myself for being upset, and because this is a happy link.
Those Lacking Spines Go forth, and read the Kingdom Hearts II satire! You don't even need to know KH II to enjoy, though it is slightly spoilerful for those who haven't finished.
But the
satire. The choice of heroes and the explanations thereof. ...I want to make icons for the characters from this. *adds that to weekend's to-do list*