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The funeral is going to be at 2 on Friday, and then there is a meal at 12 that Grandpa's church is going to have... tentative plan is coming home and crashing for a little while before work, although Dad thinks I should ask if Wal-Mart has a bereavement day for funerals and things.

...which it occurs to me they ought to, because it's one thing for me working overnights and another if they're actually not 'letting' people go to funerals. I will ask, and be very po'd if this is the case. >:/ Very angry-making, disturbing thought. >.<

Meanwhile, have been mostly staying cheered-up/distracted? Not getting anything done, but I keep telling myself this is okay. And I have junk/comforty food in the form of lasagna and Peeps and lots of chocolate. Lots and lots of chocolate. Because of course I have to start That Time of the Month last night at work... although to be fair I knew that was coming? But it's just... stupid biological functions stabbing me when I have enough already.

Dad talking about letting me move over into Grandpa's house, and I think he meant to cheer me up but I don't know how I feel about that.

I do know I am starting to think too much about this and it's a bit past time to make with the distracting myself again.