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[spoke]

So I just had a horrible day - someone who I thought I could trust turned on me. I cried a lot at work, in fact spent the rest of the night crying, more or less. Now I just feel... worn out. I don't even know how I'm going to be able to work with this person tomorrow.

I want a new job so much. Or even just. Anything, so I don't have to worry anymore. I am so tired of caring about shit, it always lets me down. And I let me down.

I just don't want to. I just want it to stop.

ETA: okay, have had a chance to calm down. Also I have purchased a ticket to see Wicked on Tuesday! Which makes things better. Now, for sleeping.