holy crap. :)

so, every since i can remember, i have had these occasional pictures in my head that are just made up of bits of paper.

paper mosaics, paper patchwork quilt like things, things were it's like little plates of different things stuck together.

and i go online looking for paper arts. and find out about something called 'decoupage'. and then there's stamping.

and none of it quite fits the images in my head, but damn. elements of what i want to do, and how i want things to turn out everywhere. sealing tecniques, so that the papers, once i've gotten everything put down, will not get ruint. and ways of putting things together, and types of glues to use, and certain paints...

yikes. and... bouncy happy bouncy joy!!!!
because i knew i had something here in the way of artistic talent, i knew it, i just didn't know what.

and then the headache of all the learning i'm going to have to do with this, but damn. this is just too cool! i have got to download and print some of these instructions before sis moves. that way, by the time i've got my own computer, i'll have worked on stuff, and have a better idea if what i'm looking for, more detailed searches, searches on actual supplies and things.

and oddly enough, apparently this has all become Tatsumi's department as far as the muses go. he had this very brief, not-quite-an-argument with Laguna over this, and now Laguna's got images for anything i'm trying to write, directing stories and Tatsumi's got the rest of it. (blinks) 'why?' i ask. nobody has an answer. it just is. i go to sleep, things are unorginized, i wake up, Watari (?!) pops up to inform me of this. come to think of it, Watari is informing of an awful lot of what Tatsumi is up to...

so what are both of them up to, that this is how communication works...

(peers over shoulder suspiciously, spying on headspace)