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Jan. 14th, 2008 07:54 amMy brain is so much fuzz. Fuzzy fuzz. The kind you find under the table or a bed while cleaning and think, 'bunny is too cute a description for this ick.'
-.-
But. Almost to the weekend! Almost. One more day. Then, I will let myself really get to work on this crack fic that spawned itself while I was trying to work on Chrono Cross and things. And it's weird, because really? Here's what usually happens when I write:
The idea is a like a sketch, and I know where it begins and where it ends, roughly. It's just fun to go and color in all the shades of when and how and why. Especially why, why is my favorite. I am bad at neglecting the how in favor of why, actually. ^^; Then there is the listening to music and finding what helps keep me on track, which I fail at a bit. Possibly some of my lack of finishing things is due to the fact that I change music on myself - a thought that only occurred when I got this thing. (I've loaded my Zen with only the songs that were grabbing at me for this. Which is a short playlist, but it seems to be working.)
This, this crack future au with no ending in sight and only one why, and the villain's (if that's what he ends up being, even) why is somewhere out there waiting to be discovered, and this couple that screams bad breakup and they never even met in canon! And if they did? She'd probably hate him, because he's partially to blame for some serious grief in her life, and her friends'.
She's probably going to hate him anyway, when she finds out who he was and this knowledge will inevitably come in the course of their quest and why do I want to write this so much?!
Oh, oh! And to add insult to injury, I have 'how' all over the place. Actually. Which I suppose is good, but feels like my brain throwing popcorn as it laughs.
Okay. So, as you might guess, I needed to rant a bit there. But without being fandom-sepcific, as I'm also afraid of jinxing myself. Like I did last weekend, when I went and set goals after telling myself not to. Brilliant, that was.
Currently reading: Dark is Rising. At the Lost Land, and loving all the bits about the makers. So. Much. <3
And I see shiny things which I will read when I get up, but right now I need to scoot and have some of the crazy fic's canon before I sleep.
Why is my weekend not here now, that I might go the museum and possibly the zoo. Or the circus, which will be in town soonish. Maybe zoo this weekend and circus next paycheck?
-.-
But. Almost to the weekend! Almost. One more day. Then, I will let myself really get to work on this crack fic that spawned itself while I was trying to work on Chrono Cross and things. And it's weird, because really? Here's what usually happens when I write:
The idea is a like a sketch, and I know where it begins and where it ends, roughly. It's just fun to go and color in all the shades of when and how and why. Especially why, why is my favorite. I am bad at neglecting the how in favor of why, actually. ^^; Then there is the listening to music and finding what helps keep me on track, which I fail at a bit. Possibly some of my lack of finishing things is due to the fact that I change music on myself - a thought that only occurred when I got this thing. (I've loaded my Zen with only the songs that were grabbing at me for this. Which is a short playlist, but it seems to be working.)
This, this crack future au with no ending in sight and only one why, and the villain's (if that's what he ends up being, even) why is somewhere out there waiting to be discovered, and this couple that screams bad breakup and they never even met in canon! And if they did? She'd probably hate him, because he's partially to blame for some serious grief in her life, and her friends'.
She's probably going to hate him anyway, when she finds out who he was and this knowledge will inevitably come in the course of their quest and why do I want to write this so much?!
Oh, oh! And to add insult to injury, I have 'how' all over the place. Actually. Which I suppose is good, but feels like my brain throwing popcorn as it laughs.
Okay. So, as you might guess, I needed to rant a bit there. But without being fandom-sepcific, as I'm also afraid of jinxing myself. Like I did last weekend, when I went and set goals after telling myself not to. Brilliant, that was.
Currently reading: Dark is Rising. At the Lost Land, and loving all the bits about the makers. So. Much. <3
And I see shiny things which I will read when I get up, but right now I need to scoot and have some of the crazy fic's canon before I sleep.
Why is my weekend not here now, that I might go the museum and possibly the zoo. Or the circus, which will be in town soonish. Maybe zoo this weekend and circus next paycheck?
