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[spoke]

So, honestly, here's my life lately.

I stress out over work and the crap there, and I try to medicate myself with distractions that I don't even really enjoy when I'm at home, when I drag myself out of bed.

I almost never let myself focus on the things I do enjoy.

I don't get enough sleep.

And I find myself making promises, saying that I'm going to do things, that if I were honest with myself I'd know I couldn't.

That if I were ever taking care of myself maybe I could but I'm such a damn failure at everything.

And it's my time of the month and I keep telling myself to wait it out, that things will seem better after this, but I'm not sure if they will or if it'll just be easier to ignore.

Everyone that I've ever said I'd do something for, I am so sorry.

Comments

[evil_plotbunny]

This sounds suspiciously like my life right now. Are you sure you're not me?

Anyway, *clingstight*

[spoke.livejournal.com]

Pretty sure. My suckage does not come with awesome books. :/

*clingings*

[evil_plotbunny]

:( *sends awesome books*

[spoke.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

*curls up to read* <3

[evil_plotbunny]

<3<3

[twillery.livejournal.com]

like thunderclouds that can't be seen...*hug*

[spoke.livejournal.com]

*hugs and rainbows. because. rainbows!*