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once again, i have completely missed the obvious solution.

1. rather than let sis waste her money buying me a book, i can (and at some point will) go to the LIBRARY. what a novel concept, yes? yes. (nods) (kicks self)

2. rather than try to write everything straight out of my head (as i've been trying to do; notice my sucess?) i could, oh, write an outline of the plot? maybe?!

gah. sometimes i worry that there's something wrong with me.

still, doing a lot better with the driving, and somewhat so with the art. i just have to keep telling myself, perseverance. i have a lazy streak like a mile wide, and the moment i let myself slip i turn into a slug. (this is why i try to post here everyday. try, mind you, but at least i'm typing something.)

and why, even when their mommmy is home, do the nephews want me to mediate arguments?! why?!?!?!?

oh wait: it's because auntie has 'mark' stamped on her forehead, is why. 'go to auntie, she doesn't know the rules and we can get away with everything! wheee!'

grrr