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Jan. 10th, 2003 03:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spoke i've been living under a rock. in case anyone was curious. 25 and no driver's license and yes, i know i was waiting because my entire family's lives are insane, and i tell myself this all the time, but.
it's also at least partly because i am shy. and a little bit of a doormat. i want everyone around me to be happy, and sometimes i'll go way out of my way to make them happy. like, i'm always there to take care of things, and for awhile i was d*mn near a live in babysitter for my sister.
but, i did some driving today. and i have been working on, at least online, trying to get over my shyness. (read-occasional comments in other people's journals. bleah. kicks self.) oh, and this journal. which sounds wimpy still when i think about it, but it is a big step for me.
next Thing I Will Do: upload some of my poetry to fanfiction.net. when i figure out how! because i don't have microsoft word and i don't know html and when i tried to use a .txt it didn't work! (bangs head on desk)
okay, okay. i'm done venting now.
it's also at least partly because i am shy. and a little bit of a doormat. i want everyone around me to be happy, and sometimes i'll go way out of my way to make them happy. like, i'm always there to take care of things, and for awhile i was d*mn near a live in babysitter for my sister.
but, i did some driving today. and i have been working on, at least online, trying to get over my shyness. (read-occasional comments in other people's journals. bleah. kicks self.) oh, and this journal. which sounds wimpy still when i think about it, but it is a big step for me.
next Thing I Will Do: upload some of my poetry to fanfiction.net. when i figure out how! because i don't have microsoft word and i don't know html and when i tried to use a .txt it didn't work! (bangs head on desk)
okay, okay. i'm done venting now.
