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Dec. 8th, 2009 09:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spokeOf the good: I seem to be losing weight - when I started getting really concerned and stopped myself buying Little Debbies all the time, it was something close to 158, maybe 160? A couple months ago, that.
Today I checked and it's closer to 152. I need to buy a new belt! Yay?
Now if I could only stop worrying that it's happening too fast and is a sign of some serious health problem, just like the little aches & pains in my eyes must be, etc. Etc. The worst part is I'm not sure if these are signs of a problem, or if I'm just being a hypochondriac. I know all the aches and pains are related to my sinuses and also my teeth, there isn't one without the other it seems, but I don't know. I wish I'd ever been to a doctor I could trust, instead of people who brush off my symptoms and talk to me like I'm a child. >:/
But, working on the weight and trying to eat healthier will help, right? Right! *makes a note that more veggies are needed to replace the sugary junk*
And I need to remember that being hungry will wreck my mood. I forget that all the time.
I wish I had more energy and ambition, too. I have so many ideas and nothing ever comes of them. x.x
Hopefully I'll make it out to the museum tonight, that always makes me feel better and I haven't been in forever.
Today I checked and it's closer to 152. I need to buy a new belt! Yay?
Now if I could only stop worrying that it's happening too fast and is a sign of some serious health problem, just like the little aches & pains in my eyes must be, etc. Etc. The worst part is I'm not sure if these are signs of a problem, or if I'm just being a hypochondriac. I know all the aches and pains are related to my sinuses and also my teeth, there isn't one without the other it seems, but I don't know. I wish I'd ever been to a doctor I could trust, instead of people who brush off my symptoms and talk to me like I'm a child. >:/
But, working on the weight and trying to eat healthier will help, right? Right! *makes a note that more veggies are needed to replace the sugary junk*
And I need to remember that being hungry will wreck my mood. I forget that all the time.
I wish I had more energy and ambition, too. I have so many ideas and nothing ever comes of them. x.x
Hopefully I'll make it out to the museum tonight, that always makes me feel better and I haven't been in forever.
