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So. My Dad comes home and I'm thinking for sure I will have to get offline.

Turns out not to be my biggest concern.

Grandpa had a fall today, and broke his hip. It looks like surgery tomorrow, and then a wheelchair, and probably he won't ever walk again. Which means Dad is going to put him into a home. Which is...

I don't know how I feel except sad. Because I know it's the right thing for Dad, because he is just... not emotionally capable of being a care-giver for Grandpa. But at the same time it's a horrible thing to have to do, and I. Just don't know.

>.<

I am not going to think about this, I'm not any better at dealing than Dad.